d i v e r s e d t h o u g h t s

I'm Tired

2010-03-22T09:17:00.000-07:00

HAHA. You don't know what I did just now. I am listening to a wav of me singing. HAHAHA. Too many off keys.

That's not really the reason why I'm here. ^^ Yup, made alot of changes around here. Doesn't my layout make you feel summery? I didn't really think of having that concept while I was choosing a new skin. The yellow flowers makes me feel that it's summer.

What's going to happen to me this summer? Heh.

Not much, I presume. I have school and has classes on Mon-Fri. My schedule sucks. Not like I can change anything about it though. I just complain. Anyway, I got my friends at school. They keep me sane. If it weren't for them, I'd be dead by now due to brain tissue death aka necrosis (an example of what I learned in nursing school). Tsk² yes I overreact sometimes. Well, just take it as a metaphor; that sounds better. And it makes me sound poetic. But my class scehdule isn't what I'm mostly worried about. It's my summer professors. =| They're too scary. I should just keep in mind that I work best under pressure. It worked for me last week.

I should make the best out of my week. Hmm, nothing out of the ordinary. Just stuff I do everyday: Sims 3 (YES! Finally bought one last Sept ^^), chat with Kiss Mes, kpopping, surfing the net (It's what I do best!) and many more.

Oh yeah! U-KISS IS COMING TO THE ~~PHILIPPINES~~ MANILA! But they should know that they wouldn't meet every Kiss Me if they just settle in Luzon. Sure, I understand it'd be costly if they're to tour the entire Philippines but wouldn't it be worth it? I'm sad and yet again (=.=!) I couldn't do anything about. I'm still hopeful. MY hopes are up. I just hope it's high enough for it to be real. I'd still be able to see them someday. Maybe not in the Philippines, or not now- but someday, somehow in whatever way, I WILL. :)

U-Kiss,

I'm so proud of you! You've made it this far! I've known you in a long time (You look so young then and now you look so manly! Hehe) and seen you in times when you had your doubt of gaining popularity like your sunbaes yet you still didn't give up. Your dreams were too precious to let it slip away just because things weren't working your way. You boys have proven to Asia (or world- maybe not yet but in time. Just hope and pray.) and most especially to Kiss Mes that you've fought your best. See what hardwork, perseverance and faith brought you- your dream. I've known you long enough to see you go through ups and downs, but I've never seen you give up. Keep that attitude, guys. God will be with you all the time!

Remember that there never was a time when I regret that I became a Kiss Me.

U-Kiss JJANG! Hwaiting~!

Later! :)

Happy Weekend!

2010-01-09T05:49:00.000-08:00

Hey! It's me again. Another update this Saturday. Felt like I had nothing to do (which is contrary to fact since I do have something to work on)

Sinulog is almost here!

PIT SENYOR!

What preparations are you having? Me, I'm attending novena mass. :] I want to complete it. So hopefully, I could.

See how awesome this fiesta is!

Sinulog Festival

I've been good these days that I want to cry.

I'd study harder this time. And yes, it's more serious now.

I want to finish studying and earn a good and noble job. This week has been great! So much good things that have happened.

I did tons of good deeds too. I want to follow Jaeson Ma's example. Doing one good deed a day. So by the end of the year, I could tell to myself that I've accomplished alot this year and be able to welcome year 2011 twice as good. Don't you agree? Do it, while it's still early.

I CAN DO THIS! I WILL DO THIS!

bye

2o1o: Happy New Year!

2010-01-01T03:18:00.000-08:00

Another year has ended!

What good deeds have you done last 2oo9?

My Christmas break's almost over. Huhu. That means BACK TO SCHOOL.

Let's forget about that even just for minutes, please? It's stressing me out.

[CHRISTMAS]

I had fun with my sister and cousin, Kim. We bought tons of stuff for the

preparations

and bought 2 cakes: Cookies and Cream and Chocolate Mousse.

We bought that using our own money. I told them we should contribute

something this Christmas for a change and we agreed on cakes since we love

desserts so much. People we know gave us cakes too and Mom ordered brownies

from her friend. In the end, we had lots of desserts.

We feared our cakes might not be consumed before it's expiration date.

On Christmas day, the Makinano (a teacher once asked me if I'm Japanese because

my family

name sounds Japanese. I'm not and I don't look like Japanese. Agree? or not?),

Canson and Tagalog families went to hear Christmas mass and went to

Ayala after. We ate in McDo since Mom knows we prefer McDo over other

restaurants/fastfood. Ü MCDO, FTW! :3

We went to the beach with relatives last Sunday. I didn't swim. I fear that I might get

sunburn, and I also had my period that time. Before going home, we went to Mactan

Memorial Gardens and paid Daddy Danny (my tito/uncle). He used to be Santa Claus.

He was really giving, that's why God made him successful in life. Every birthday,

occassions or holidays, he never fail to give us money. I miss him now.

And also I miss my lola (Father's side), she just left a year and a half.

I feel bad cause I haven't paid her a visit. I wasn't present in her burial. >0<

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CHRISTMAS SHOPPING RITUAL

I'm sad cause Hazel, Kim and I weren't able to do our Christmas shopping ritual

(We just started last Christmas). We did it on 26th, or was it 27th.

I'm not sure but it was after Christmas.

We'll probably do it tomorrow (Saturday). Not today cause some boutiques are close.

KIBUM'S BIRTHDAY!

Know what Kiss Mes did last December 29? TRENDED #kibum! And it was...

SUCCESSFUL!

Proof:

CLICK

SBS Gayo Daejun

I watched it live for the first time. It was FUN! I laughed nonstop at the

You're Beautiful parody. HAHA. Nickhun is totally my personal Hwang Taek Kyung.

Wooyoung was adorable as Go Mi Nam. Though I didn't understand what they

were saying, I understood the plot. WATCH HERE. Was able to watch BEAST,

AFTERSCHOOL, F(X) and other LIVEEE :3 I was not satisfied. U-KISS weren't there.

HMP! 2010 = U-Kiss' Year.

[New Year]

We didn't make use of fireworks. Mom wasn't able to meet up with her

co-worker/friend/dealer. She buys fireworks from him. Kim, Hazel and

I bought fireworks and haven't used them up to now. We'll use them tonight.

CHYEAH! ^0^ Karaoke kept everyone pumped last night (and beer to the adults).

I sipped a glass of red wine that tasted like sprite. I loved it.

I don't really drink. ^-^ Good girl.

New Year's Resolutions?

I don't have anymore cause it's hard to keep one. But I'll make myself a better person.

I'm changing my layout. :] Starting a fresh year!

So there, my New Year's post. Stay with me this year, okay?

"I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith." (2 Timothy 4:7)"

September

2009-09-15T20:38:00.000-07:00

Hey it's me again. Having my iced tea and the pc. :) It's raining and I love it. I've never been this carefree for the past month. Haay.

Can I ask you something?

SHOULD I BUY SIMS 3 OR NOT?

I'm still indecisive about that.

& it's my cousin's birthday on the 19th and my sister's on 20th. Our families planned on celebrating their birthdays at the beach on Sunday. YAY!

NO CLASS ON MONDAY! :) So happy.

And it's almost my birthday!

kbye.

You make me C-R-A-Z-I-E-R

2009-08-20T06:50:00.000-07:00

August '09 has been killing me for 2 weeks now. @%#@!% this month!

I've been in situations wherein things, people--everything around you is compressing themselves towards your neck, trying to choke you until you can't breathe. Never have I been this stressed, depressed, worried and whatever synonym you want to add. I want to cuss so much for being sooo stupid to agree to place myself in this situation. Being a leader isn't easy.

But, thank God for being there with me all the time.

@!$%#!%#^%#
As much as I want to express everything here, I have to go. I still have to start my day early.

Recent: Changed my layout back to the previous one that I used. I find it more fun than any layout blogskin has to offer. But I'm still searching for a layout that suits my taste best.

P.S. My post is boring. Sorry, I'm not in the mood today. T-T

Sway

2009-07-23T07:52:00.000-07:00

Quick Post!
I'm not really good at giving quick posts cause I'd end up making a longer one. My attempts = fail.
HAHA.

Tomorrow will be our last day of Intramurals '09. T-T We had it early. F*ck.
We rank 4th place in Softball Women Competition. We had our first game against Information Tech. Dangg, they were good. *cough* varsities *cough* That was really unfair on our part. We then competed against Engineering and lost. *cough* bias *cough* LOL. Defense mechanism.
Bias naman talaga, eh. They despise nursing students so much.

Anyways, next week will be our Acquaintance and we still don't have steps for our Insomia dance.

So... til here. I still have to write something. Whew, it's been ages since I've had writer's block.

BYEEE!

Capping and Badge Investiture

2009-06-16T06:29:00.000-07:00

Anyeong~!

No life-related post muna! Nothing interesting happened to me last week, eh. But I think starting tomorrow something new will happen na! Capping na! Gosh, I still couldn't believe that I made it this farrr!
And the day after tomorrow, that'll be a Thursday, start of duty days na! Sleepless nights na naman and prolly I wouldn't be able to surf the net like I usually do. I'd surely miss my netlife. &ya! I'm officially a fan of U-Kiss and Xing Opera. Last week, I've been indulging myself with tons of korean bands. *nosebleed!* And I'm a part narin sa isang FF sa winglin.net (and I still don't know if I got in sa isang pang FF. no results pa kasi) and bookmarked two Hee-dragon FF sa soompi.com (haven't started though). And finally! I'm writing again! I made a sequel of my previous story. So far, I have posted one chappie pa. I don't know when to make the second one. Don't know for how long nga lang. Whew ,I've been on hiatus for one and a half boring year ata!

P.S. Sa tagal ko ng plurk member, ngayon ko lang syang nagustohan. Follow me on plurk ha?
P.P.S. Whatever! Pedo kung pedo! HAHA (di naman cguro. infatuation lang naman to eh) I LIKE DONGHO NA! In love, age doesn't matter!
P.P.P.S. My new crush na naman ako! Si Kipalang, who is 3 years younger than me, at si Gun, who is a year younger lang. Both are Xing Opera members. Ang kyut nila sa Memorize!

Ohyeah, Kevin and Kibum aka Marumir were both members of Xing (old) before being U-Kiss members.

XING OPERA

So, bye bye na? Sleep muna ako! 11.30 Am pa bukas and my eyes are droopy na rin. I don't know ba, but my eyes hurt. Not really yung masakit na pain. Ay basta it hurts.

Not Young.

2009-06-07T06:48:00.000-07:00

Uh-huh. Yeaaaah.

I love this song. I came to know all about them through a fanfiction, "I was just kidding! Don't send me to Korea!" It's a good read so far. Love the song. Love the band. Loving it even more seeing how cute and baby-faced those boys are.

If you haven't known them yet, I'll help. But I'll focus on its members.

U-Kiss
[Click for further infos bout their band and how they started]

Members

Soo Hyun (수현)
March 11, 1989 (age 20)

Alexander (알렉산더)
Birth date: July 29, 1989 (age 19)

Ki Bum (김기범)
Birth date: December 29, 1990 (age 18)

Eli (일라이)
Birth date: March 13, 1991 (age 18)

Kevin (케빈)
Birth date: November 25, 1991 (age 17)

Dong Ho (동호)
Birth date: June 29, 1994 (age 14)

They're soo cute!

I'd like to acknowledge Eli, Kevin and Dong-ho (oh please forgive me!) for walking down the crush lane. HAHA. I've made up my mind na! I'd rather not crush on Dong-ho. Puhlease! He's as young as my sister, well, he's a year older than her-- but still!!

You don't want to join PedoClub, do ya?!

'course not! ahh! babo!

So, that leaves Eli and Kevin. Two's more than enough. ^^

Confession#1: Not Young has been playing on repeat on my Itunes. I even had it on my phone na.

Confession#2: Ya, I do know that N.Y. sounds like Soulja Girl by Soulja Boy but I admit, I have never liked Soulja Girl. I never listened kasi. Baka ngayon, I will dahil lang sa Not Young.

Speaking of young... I was at the mall kanina and my mom asked me, my sis, and my cous to pick up a toy for her acquaintance's daughter. Instead of choosing, we ended up enjoying ourselves playing with talking dolls, eating/pooing dolls and doll houses. There were chinky dolls there and they remind me of Kim Bum. On each box, it says, "Squeeze my hand to hear me cry" (revised lang. HEHE) and one did when I squeezed her hand. I was like, "Ohh, sweetie you look just like your father Beomie. He's in Korea right now." It was the scene I dream of every day. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Joke!

Reason why I went to the mall after church?? Wala lang. School stuff. Bukas na ang opening ng classes namin. Ay nako!

P.S. Hey, I've noticed noh, in the song "Not Young", I heard 'Ay nako, ma'. I don't know if yan nga yung line or baka it sounds like lang. But I think it's 'Ay nako, ma'. Please listen and tell me if you think so too.

P.P.S. Heh, It's 'I ain't a kkoma' pala. HAHA. slang naman kasi eh.

Kkoma refers to either/both physically small or just young (quite possibly inexperienced)

Sige na, I'll sleep. Early pa tomorrow. 6.30 AM. Or earlier than that, as much as possible.

JONAS

2009-06-04T07:19:00.000-07:00

You, you're driving on a Sunday
You, you're like taking off on Monday
You, you're like a dream, a dream come true
I was just a face you never noticed
Now I'm just trying to be honest
With myself
...with you
With the world

You might think
I'm a fool for falling over you
So tell me what I can do to get through to you
That is not so hard to do
Give love a try,
One more time
Cause you know that I'm on your side

Give Love A Try,
one more time

This morning a guy, wearing man heels while dancing to Single Ladies, shocked Youtube. HAHA. Who thought he could really do it? But, knowing him (though, not personally), he's the kind that really lives up to his words and isn't afraid of what others may think. Yup, it was JOE JONAS, the guy who danced to Single Ladies. HAHA. It was fun seeing him like that. It was like bringing back the vintage days of the Jonas Brothers. Ahh, I missed those boys.

Warning: Contains spoilers for episode 1. Highlight, if you
just can't help yourself.

Yea, I totally almost forgot about J.O.N.A.S. I watched episodes 1-4 in youtube. The first episode was about Nick having a fast fall over a girl. He wrote a song for her and she liked it so she sang it during her performance at a diner. She claimed it as her song, since she thought it was written for her to sing. They totally misunderstood each other.

And for the rest of the episodes, you have to see it for yourself. I'm not so good at giving spoilers. >u<

I love Wondergirls. My fave has to be Soo Hee. She's just so cute! And she even got to kiss Kim Bum in I Like It Hot. I'm not mad at her for that. LOL. Cause that'd be stupid. *babo* Who gives me the right, anyways? Songs I love from them are So Hot and Nobody.

And I've been listening to Ariel Lin (Jeanie of It Started with a Kiss). Ganda pala boses nya, noh? Not a diva-like but okay na rin, listenable.

Eck, I've been receiving alot of 'delayed' text messages lately. Puno na kasi inbox ko and I don't have any plans deleting my msgs parin kahit puro quotes lang. Kahit na. LOL. Hmm, how about sending them to quotesbox. Probably, I will. not today. It's already 1.57 AM na kasi and I still have to start my day early. Enrolment na! ^-^

I have to go. Night!

지금 만나러 갑니다

2009-05-30T11:17:00.000-07:00

These days... I've been busy. A lot of things have occupied my mind lately. School. Family. Life.
Not not just those, I had been busy watching every episode of Boys Over Flowers. I finished the entire series in just less than a week. I'm happy that I did finish the series. I got a new crush.

Kim Bum Oppa!!

Ahh! He's so cute. ^^

My mom and my friend, Jenny said that he looks a bit like Enchong Dee. Idk why. J told me it's because of the hair.
I told J, that it's Lee Min Ho that looks like Enchong and not Kim Bum.

(Just search for other pictures of Enchong Dee cause in this picture he looks like Min Ho best.)

HMMMMMMMM. (=.=)

It's fun watching Korean Series since through watching you can learn alot of Korean Language from listening
, though gradually.

Oki, HAHA, this isn't actually a BOF review that I promised but, what?! Kim Bum's worth more than a review. xD

It's already 3.02 Am. I have to sleep for tomorrow's mass. See you in church everyone.

byebye. =]

with my hair undone.

2009-01-24T06:42:00.000-08:00

SO SORRY. =( I haven't updated for a month, I know..

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Year 2009! => Hiphurrah!

Got New Year's Resolutions? HEY! January pa kaya! Don't say na it's too late na. HAHA. Ako?! You're asking me? Hmm, wala eh. Di ko nga alam. It's unusual, since I used to write my resolutions on a paper every last week of December. Ngayon di na. =P One thing lang talaga ung nasa isip ko...

I HAVE TO BE PRODUCTIVE THIS YEAR!

...cause unfortunately, my year ended unproductively.

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HAHAHA.

Thoughts of things that happened last January 27 (before SINULOG!) never fail to make me laugh HARDCORE! HAHA.

.J, june and I had to pretend we're buying clothes para lang makapagbihis ng tee kasi we don't feel like using the bathroom sa Gaisano Main.

.saw the Roco twins (crush ko si Felix four years ago, nung nasa "Cupid" pa siya) I just dislike the fact na they're now paired up with the 'dancing girls'. HEHE. Clue na yan. I don't like to mention names. HAHA. Btw, Dom sang 'Yakap sa Dilim' (psh! cheesy song but he pulled it off with his smile) Oo naman, the twins lip-synched. Umm, no they can't sing. =))

.saw Parokya ni Edgar! =) Crush ko si Vinch! (sp? HEHE) Bad bad bad. Di nila na play ang mga pinakapaborito ko: Gitara tas Harana. Ohh di ba may connection. HAHA..

.nakauwi ng 1 AM. HAHA. so far yan pa lang ang nakaya ko. magbo-blog ako pag makauwi na ako ng 5 AM. =D

Special thanks to: J and June! You girls are great! HAHA. We've done things we have never done before para lang sa Parokya ni Edgar! Sayang, they didn't play Gitara nor Harana. Tsk2. Okay lang, di ba?! Atleast we had fun! HAHA.

I hate Precious! HAHAHA. She's really annoying and OA kung magsalita. HAHA.

I don't sound a bit jealous, do I? HAHAHAHA =))

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Don't ask about my Sinulog '09.

IT.WAS.BORING.

di ako nakapaglakwatsa ng masyado. ='(

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I feel like I owe you tons of updates. A month without updates. *sobs* This is what I'm afraid of not being able to post daily or even weekly man lang. Every unupdated blog I had are now dead. I don't want this one blog to end up the same way. I love this much!

xo,

♥-C.

cause i know how i feel about you.

2008-12-22T10:23:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps! One more day to go and it'll be Christmas! Heeey, I haven't received a gift from you yet. Hmmm. Ohyeah! I have a new pair of sneakers to brag this season! Joke! LMAO =) Umm, not really though. I'm not the kind. Anyway, it's in red and black (fits the season, right?) and it came with a free extra black laces, and not to mention baby V's poster. I'm not really a fan, but it looks good beside my Jonas Brothers' Tigerbeat poster, which I really love. This Christmas, my manito gave me a set of cosmetic brushes, which I'm in no way using as of the moment and a silver pouch that I used to house in my phone. Not saying that I'm not happy with what I received, just that, they're not what I wrote in my wish list. Cosmetic brushes?? :/ I hardly even wear make-up in school. Hmm, in the future prolly, I will. Despite everything, I'm still happy cause of those stuff. &oh! My manita gave me a new pink wallet! I picked it myself for I was with her when she bought it. xD Much to ruin the surprise. Heh.

2:41 Am, and I'm still up. I used to stay up due to writing stories during spare time. I've written a Christmas fic, which I wrote last December. This year...somehow, I couldn't write. I want to but when I'd stare at the blank document, story ideas would go *poof!*- gone. Writer's block. For almost a year already. It began when I started college. College has this mind-blocking effect on me.....................

I'm bored. You know me..........

Surveyyy!

1.Scared to fall in love?

= sort of, i must say. xD

2.What's the connection between you and the last person who called you?

= we're connected by blood.

3.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

= yep, when I feel the need to relax and be free from stimuli.

4.What happened at 3:00 pm Yesterday?

= Chowking at SM with my family. (except my bro)

5.What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?

= aside from bread, apple.

6.What do you want to happen?

= umm, I don't know really.

7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?

= umbrella. wearing hood still has no use, you're still gonna get wet.

8.What's your favorite song?

= idk. it keeps changing over time.

9.What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?

= my pillows and bolster. xD

10.What's the last text in your inbox

say?

= idk. prolly a quote.

11.How's your heart lately?

= why would you want to know?

12.Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?

= nope.

13. Do you take a bath everyday?

= don't you?

14.What are you doing tonight?

= idk. go sleep maybe, or watch tv, or surf- net surfing.

15.Can you sleep in jeans?

= nope unless if i'm dead tired and in no way able to change clothes.

16.Something you just don't understand?

= foreign languages.

18.Where were you on november 25, 2008?

= home after school.

19.Who was the last person

= the last person, what?

20.What is the last thing someone bought you?

= sneakers!

22.Do you trust people easily?

= idk. i don't know exactly if i whole-heartedly trust that person or i just felt like i have to cause there's no other person better to trust.

23.Relationship Status?

= single.

24.Do you care what others think about you?

= honestly, yes. when you're 17 your life depends on what people think about you. it's either they'd think you're cool and place you at the what's-hot or the other way and end up at the what's-not. but thinking of it repeatedly, i don't think i have time to care bout what people think about me. so, no.

25.Will you ever hug the last person you hugged again?

= sure. why not?

26.What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?

= nothing really. i have nothing to look forward in the next 3 months cause i have summer classes. arghhhh!

27.Do you put your subject on before you type the bulletin or after?

= doesn't matter.

28.Who was the last friend who went in your house?

= J.

29.Are you happy?

= yea, I am.

30.Is there someone you want to confront?

= no one as of the moment.

31.Song playing right now?

= about you now - miranda cosgrove. (LSS xD)

32.What are you doing tomorrow?

= have my hair cut.

33.What's annoying you right now?

= a fact. (FACT: I have to sleep!)

34.What are you thinking about right now?

= #33.

35.Do you wish at 11:11?

= when i'm exactly on time, which rarely happens.

36.Next vacation you're goin on?

= idk. i dun have summer, remember? devastating, i know. =(

37.What do you hear?

= #31

39.When was the last time you talked to your #2 featured friend (FS)?

= i don't feature friends there.

40.What were you doing at 10 pm?

= watching "Wild Child" for the 2nd time.

41.What time did you wake up today?

= 11 Am. it's the least i can do this vacation.

42.Do you prefer to call or text someone?

= text. i'm not comfortable speaking over receiver.

44.Who knows the most about you?

= 3 people: ME, MYSELF & I.

45.Where do you go when you want to be alone?

= in the bathroom. LOL. jk! i haven't had any 'alone' place yet.

46.When was the last time you ate spaghetti?

= idkwhen. but i ate pancit canton yesterday.

47.How many pairs of flip flops do you own?

= 3-4.

48. Who is the last person to see you cry?

= there were a lot of my blockmates and a teacher in the scene. embarrassing. =.=

49.Why were you crying

= DEMO. >:(

BYEBYE.

One should pay attention to one's sleep as one pays attention to one's looks.

now i have 5 hrs left for my 4 stages of nrem sleep and a stage of rem sleep.

xo,

-♥C.

something happened before Christmas!

2008-12-19T20:11:00.000-08:00

RUN, BABY! It's the first day of break! WEEEEEEEE. I looooove Christmas! Not because of the break but because of Christmas itself =)

Sup, beeyuhtchess?! How's all of yer day so far? Mine's still on the "boring" status! Weird that I find myself missing going to school on Saturdayss. Srsly, I AM!

Anywhoooooo, lemme give you a recap on what happened to me during my days of silence. (I'll write only summary of it since running it down by details will take much of my preciouss time but I really wouldn't mind detailing the 4th one. HEHE.)

SOMETHING HAPPENED BEFORE CHRISTMAS!

finished 3 return demos!

i cried during the 2nd one. ='(

the C.I's loved our presentation on the last one.

painted my toe nails green and finger nails with pink and green.

yesterday we had our Christmas party entitled, "Something Happened before Christmas". Wewhopreferredsittingratherthanperforming, a.k.a the audience, witnessed the out of this world talents of our schoolmates. Search for Santa's Winxes, Search for the Grinch, Chorale Competition, Horaay Contest and intermission numbers caused 100 decibels measured screams. The 4th year prepared everything and they did great. They arranged everything (contests, intermission numbers, & etc) in a story-like form (Plot: Santa had an accident and was admitted in the Ortho ward. Santa sent a letter to the media saying that his elves left him and now he's searching for replacement, that is, Search for Santa's Winxes and in the letter he said North Pole now lost it's music so he searched for the best chorale who could fix that problem (I don't know the story behind Horaay Contest), and the investigators' primary suspect was the Grinch who's still on loose. For fun, we had disco and that night, I had a very awkward conversation that lasted for almost a minute with my C.I.-slash-sorta crush, which, by the way, was the cause of my "good evening" greeting to him, which he didn't hear much clearly.

we ended up going to mango without finishing the disco cause the invited band played over-rated songs.

loved my eyes (with sparkly white and brown eyeshadow & liquid mascara)

sounded like a total beeeyotch! wanna know why? huh?! LMAO! It's because of the movie, "Wild Child". Actually, it's not only me who sounded like a beyotch these past few weeks but also my batchmates. HEHE. Yup, they loved the movie! Go see and learn things, beeyotch. HAHA.

redid my layout (you may notice), && added music. Enjoy it babe cause it'd play foreverrrr.

Run, baby, run. Don't ever look back!
Forever will be, you and me ♥

gotta go have lunch!

PEACE OUT!

xo,
-♥C.

i miss highschool. so bad.

2008-11-18T07:28:00.000-08:00

I miss every little thing about it. I miss my school uniform, my friends, teachers...EVERYTHING. Ayoko na! First year palang dami nang problema!

This is it, people. I've already made my decision that I'll hate my college life forever (Overreacting ba? You don't have any idea kasi about what happened). IDK why. I want to transfer schools so bad cause something (err, someone) pushed me to want so. Actually, not just only one but a whole group of them. I won't mention what breed (LOL.) nor mention their kind, it would just piss me off and you wouldn't want that (=. They've caused me (and my other close friend) pain up to now. Di lang kasi ordinaryng pain, it's even worse than having an unlucky day. I don't know when this will end and neither do I know how will this end. Tsk. Tsk. This is unfortunately hard, it's just me (and my other friend. But I felt that it's just me that they're hating on) versus them. I do have other close friends to stand by me but they aren't that supportive unlike my HS friends whom I miss most! And I can sense that they don't want to get theirselves into this.

But the game isn't fair! They started everything! I'm basically the victim who didn't do anything bad or mean to them that pushed them to do mean things to me!

F.Y.I., they even didn't say sorry to me after I found out what their modus operandi was. But when one of them heard me say kanina sa may burger stand, "Amigo sa g**t*y" (since yung close friend ko na involved dito heard them saying her name then mine and she was going to say it to me but may ka-tropa sila na nandun so she said, "Mamaya na. Nandito kasi yung isa nilang kaibigan" and she said it sarcastically and so I replied with what's scripted above), sinabi niya agad sa isa pa niyang friend na sa tingin niya ay ang tinutukoy ko. Then after that I heard this "giatay friend" of his saying, "G**t*y! BLAHBLAHBLAH*" (*I dunno what this was kasi I wasn't paying attention to him/her).

I HATE THEM. THEY'RE SO IMMATURE TO
REACH COLLEGE OR EVEN GET INTO THIS KIND OF INSTITUTION. THEY'RE SO STUPID NOT
TO THINK OF THE PAIN THEY CAUSED US IN THE FIRST PLACE & THINK ONLY OF THE STUPID THING I SAID
OUT OF ANGER AND HAD THEIR PRIDE HELD ABOVE THEIR STUPID HEADS!

I so want to tell my parents about this. Earlier, I really want to tell mom that I wanna transfer schools but I can't easily leave since it's a great school.

Then my mind had this stupid but great idea that I should just not mind them and let time heal things.

Like, as if!

What should I f*cking do?! HELP!

P.S. Sorry for cussing. I just don't know other ways to release my anger.

xo,

-♥C.

keep coming 'round.

2008-10-12T08:19:00.000-07:00

Hey! Back from never never land. Weee.

You see, I haven't updated my entries since September. I was pretty much preoccupied with school and I couldn't somehow squish in writing into my schedule- but I managed to steal time just to change my skin. Cause I was, well, tired of my previous skin.

Anyway, it's now October! I'm stoked! I'm stoked. Go figure why. Hehe.

=3 =3 =3

Soo, there's this song and everytime I would listen to this, I feel sad.

Hmm, why?

Same question I have in mind. Why kaya? Don't say that it reminds me of my boyfriend cause; uno, I never had one (NBSB ang dating!); dos, I will never get one until I finish college (I promised that to myself. "Promises are meant to be broken." Hmm, let's wait and see); and tres, I prefer drowning myself with tons of crushes than sticking to one. Hellooohs!? I'm not ashamed admitting that I never had one cause there are like millions of us, NBSB's and I'm just one of them.

But, I tell you, even though my lovelife's stuck on zero, I won't deny that I do have my own kilig moments. Hmmm, it's a private matter. Tsk2. I'll tell you when I'm ready. See?! I'm sooo conservative. Is it because I'm an NBSB?

What?! Oh, you mean, what's the song? Click and you'll find out. =3

Ohh, it's raining. The wind must've felt my sadness and carried rain with him. Great, cause the song totally fits in to the weather. Haaay, such coincidence.

Oh yeah, I almost forgot. I've heard 'bout the Joe-Taylor breakup and all I can say is that,

You are the one that I belong to; and don't you leave me.
- C.

HAHA. Okay, I have this huge crush on Joe Jonas and I know I'm not the only one. I'd sound hypocrite if I'd say, "I feel sad for what happened" cause I'm sort of not and I'm sad about me being mean by admitting that. *ding!* OMG! I just realized that no matter what will happen to Joe's lovelife, I'll never be a part of it.

D'oh?!

Uhh, thanks for stating the obvious, you guys. Ugh! Stupid distance and social status differences!. Dx

xo,

-C.

my umpire.

2008-09-20T03:27:00.000-07:00

i could've at least pretend that i don't like you cause it's all for the best.

Know what?! I hate myself for getting so giddy yesterday. It's weird how I used to think that what I did was right then take them back hours after. I've come to realized that it was wrong. So wrong. Lately, that expression has been giving me problems- like, what should I do when I see you? will everything change? should I do it again? and regrets.

What can I say?! I'm good at what I did- that's my problem. It used to be a normal thing to do before. But you changed that. Now, it won't be the same normal thing that I'm capable of doing. Only when you're around, though. How can a movement of approximately 13-17 facial muscles picture an indescribable, intergalactic wide-like feeling? How can a smile do that? Wait, is that even possible?

Keep in mind that, just because you look like my friend's ex-bf, or you're soooo good in softball- err, I mean AMAZING in softball (I like what you did yesterday, I have to admit. Like, how you slid your way to the 2nd base), or you look good when you're playing the sport, or even cute when you smile, and sporty, and- and you look damm** good in your softball uniform, it doesn't mean that I fully like like you.

Umm...let's just wait and see.

&& thanks for your support and trust. *Sigh* If you only knew how happy I was when you talked to me when I was standing on 3rd base while waiting for my turn to home run.

Know that, you'll always be my umpire that I have a crush on. <3

No people, I'm not talking about iPod. I'm over him already. He already has a girlfriend. Puh-leez! I'm so fed up with thoughts of him, okieees. And besides, I don't get to see him on a regular basis. We're better off as strangers.

B/N: After days of hiatus, I'm back!

P.S. It's just like, okay? and not love. LOLZ.

P.P.S. Let's keep the site child-friendly (**)

P.P.P.S. B/N = Blogger's Note. HEH.

xo,

-♥C.

not possible for me not to care;

2008-09-12T08:12:00.000-07:00

Miss me? Heh. You know you do. Don't deny it. HAHA. Seriously, I'm just tryin' to piss you off. LOL. Did it work? Tell me later, mmkay?

I came home very late. My parents' were pretty angry 'bout that. Luckily, I thought of blurting out first the reason why I came home late so that they won't be able to talk just to scold me. Pretty smart, eh? They can't blame me.

So [let's jump back to the topic] my reason why I was late, it's because my batchmate lost his mother in a heart attack last September 08, 2008 and I went there to visit. I've known 'bout this tragedy days after it happened but I never had the time and energy [well, from whole day of practice] to pay a visit. It still wasn't planned so my money wasn't enough to pay for fares. Same thing happened with my two friends. HAHA. We were all B.R.O.K.E.

We made use of our wise brains and later came up with the same idea: BORROW MONEY. And so we did. We deposited our pride at the courtesy booth and claim it maybe after paying our debt.

&& so the journey continued...

We took a ride going to our first stop. And we were lucky to sit across 4 cute guys. HEHE. But we didn't flirt or anything. EW. They're like, younger than us. Pedophile, much?

When we reached first stop, we rode a miniature version of the jeepney we first rode going to our destination.

There were already people there; some of them are from my class who happened to be friends with him. I even saw my old classmate back in sixth grade. He's still 'her'self. If you get what I mean. Tsk. Tsk.

Geez, my friend lost weight. He used to be in a normal shape; not too skinny nor too huge. His weight was just enough for his body built. But now, he's like thinner.

I totally know what he feels right now. I recently lost my grandmother too. It was of course, sad but I can't do anything to bring her back. My tears aren't enough. Our tears aren't enough. It's hard to accept that the person you shared moments with passed away. That is why people can't blame me if I think or ask too much about his condition. He once helped me, now it's my turn to help him. My presence helped, I guess.

And one thing why I worry much about him is because...

I kind of like him.

-but
I won't let myself think about this cause I don't want to fall for him.

&& ANOTHER THING, I DON'T TAKE CRUSHES SERIOUSLY.

[So off-topic!]

That's all. HAHA...

'kbaybay.

P.S. Condolences, Friend.

xo,

-♥C.

i write sins, not fallacy.

2008-09-11T09:13:00.000-07:00

Okieess! It's still 12:22 Am right here and I'm no where near drowsy. Semi-finals will start tomorrow and I still haven't studied anything yet. Tsk. I won't be online tomorrow, I guess. I'll be occupied then- but if I can finish early then I might hop in.

I'm bored. Tickle me. Make me laugh. Strangle me. Just to keep me hyper. *complain*

Soo, I was browsing from one site to another and I stumbled upon this survey from someone's blogsite. Since I'm always up for surveys when I'm bored in friendster, I thought, "why not do the same thing here?"

Here it is... Brace yourselves. : p

70 Facts about me:

1. What are your initials? M.C.M.

2. What is your favorite thing to wear? Graphic Tees.

3. Last thing you ate? Dinner.

4. One place you will NEVER eat at? Dirty place.

5. I say Shotgun, you say: Dayumm.

6. Last person you hugged? My mom.

7. Does anyone you know wanna date you? Uhh, I dunno.

8. Would you date anyone you met online? Hmmmmm, NO.

9. Name something you like physically about yourself: Eyes.

10. The last place you went out to dinner to? I forgot.

11. Who is your best friend? I can't tell yet.

12. What time of the day is it? 12.44 AM.

13. Who/What made you angry today? No one.

14. Baseball or Football? Baseball.

15. Ever gone skinny dipping? Only in Sims 2.

16. Favorite type of Food? Italian.

17. Favorite holiday: Summer.

18. Do you download music: Don't you?

19. Do you care if your socks are dirty? Yup, but I don't overreact.

20. Opinion of Chinese symbol tattoos? Not for me.

21. Would you date the person who posted this? Nope. Why would I?

22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? No one that I know of.

23. Do you love anyone? Yup. Aside from my family, my friends.

24. Are colored contact lenses sexy? Not so. It's sexy if it's natural.

25. Have you ever bungee jumped? Nope, but I wish to try that one day.

26. Have you ever gone white-water rafting? Nope.

27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you? Nope. Eww.

28. How many pets do you have? None.

29. Have you met a real redneck? Nope. Thank heavens.

30. How is the weather right now? I'm loving it.

31. What are you listening to right now? Tshirt - Shontelle

32. What is your current favorite song? I have lotsss.

33. What was the last movie you watched? Virgin Suicides and Thirteen. I was sort of watching both movies at the same time since it takes time to upload the entire movie.

34. Do you wear contacts? Do you want me to?

35. Where was the last place you went besides your house? Mall.

36. What are you afraid of? Heights.

37. How many piercings have you had? Two.

38. What piercings do you want? One more on my right ear.

39. What's one thing you've learned this year? Softball.

40. What do you usually order from Starbucks? I'm more of a Boss' customer.

41. What Magazines are you reading? Bop, Tigerbeat, TotalGirl Phils.

42. Have you ever fired a gun: I want to try.

43. Are you missing someone? Yup.

44. Favorite TV show? Gossip Girl.

45. Do you have an obession with WoW? Naw.

46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb? Yup. HAHAHA.

47. What celeb do you look like? Can't tell. It's embarrassing cause she's really pretty and I'm not.

48. Who would you like to see right now? Joseph Adam Jonas. <3

49. Favorite movie of all time? Many. I love movies.

50. Do you find yourself loved? Yeassshh.

51. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't suppose to? Yup.

52. Favorite smell? Morning Dew.

53. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn? Buttered.

54. Ever put a friend in a cop car on JukePix.com? Nope.

55. Ever been in a cop car in real life? Will never happen.

56. Has anyone you were really close to passed away recently? Yup, my grandmother.

57. Our Lady Peace or Nickelback? Nickelback.

58. What's something that really bugs you? Bugs. Hehe.

59. Do you like Michael Jackson? Nope. I'm scared of him, in fact.

60. Taco Bell or Burger King? Burger King.

61. What's your favorite perfume? Victoria's Secret.

62. Favorite baseball team? I don't know any.

63. Ever call a 1-900 phone number? Nope.

64. Nipple or Nose rings? Neither.

65. What's the longest time you've gone without sleep? I can't remember.

66. Last time you went bowling? Years ago. 8th grade.

67. Where is the weirdest place you have slept? CR.

68. Who was your last phone call? Mary.

69. Last time you were at work? I don't work.

70. What's the closest orange object to you? My graphic tee.

[End]

That's all for now. I have to go sleep. Take the survey, okaaay?
See ya tomorrow. Night.

xo,
-♥C.

plus!

2008-09-11T00:00:00.000-07:00

Phew! I'm mega tired. Just came home from mall today. It's burnin' up outside and the air's very warm. Dayumm, global warming. I feel hot. o.0 Okaaay, it sounds totally wrong. HAHAHA. Don't get it the wrong way, people! It's 'literally' hot in here.

"If I don't say this now, I'll surely break."

In hands now: Totalgirl Plus! [I'll post pictures of it later. I don't feel like taking pictures with this temperature]

I love it! I walked across 'Bookbugs' with Mary, my friend, and saw a copy of it on a magazine stand. We went inside to buy and I decided to have a Choco Caramel to quench thrist after. I almost went home with an empty wallet. Since, buying the magazine today and purchasing Zagu weren't in my plan. But I managed to pay a ride home with few pennies left inside. :D

P.S. Jessy, here's the link to Breaking Dawn that you wanted: http://www.savefile.com/files/1780997. Enjoy reading!

P.P.S. MacKenna, I made it in http://www.myflashfetish.com. You have to sign up first before you can make your own playlist of songs. =]

xo,

-♥C.

fear of the UNKNOWN.

2008-09-10T09:22:00.000-07:00

Heeey, what's up? Waaaw! I'm posting for four consecutive nights. I'm not really fond of giving juicy updates on my other blog sites [I have like, 3 of them which I haven't opened for months now], but let's see how far this blog can go updated.

*Notice my change of fonts? Heh. Tryin' something new*

Soo... my Gen. Psychology instructor told us about this, so-called, 'fear of the unknown'. My 'unknown' has a fixed meaning. It makes me think of bizarre things, or even creatures around us that can't be seen by our naked eyes. I remembered that the word is a variable, so it's applicable to all 'unknown' stuff or future situations. HAHA. Okayssss. I forgot that. =]

WEEEEE. I'm so jumpy right now! I saw my crush tonight. He was wearing a white sleeveless shirt and a basketball shorts and his face was sort of tired but still cute. I think he just finished jogging that time. Yey! Crush looked at me. Umm... I would always feel uneasy when I would say that he's my recent crush since I had never looked at him in a crush-like way before. It all started last Tuesday, Sept. 9, 2008. I was in school for softball practice, remember, and he was there, since he's friends with two or four of my teammates. That day, I saw him training his self for soccer alone, listening to his iPod. I wanted to jog with him around the campus. Maybe he'd change my attitude towards jogging. I might like it instead. HAHA. And how would that ever happen when we aren't even friends?! And because of his constant listening to his iPod, I codenamed him after that object. I shall call him, iPod from this time on. [Keep that in your long-term memory since you'll be reading more about my encounters with him in the 'unknown' future]

Who knows where this feelings could go. It's still...UNKNOWN.

Tsk.Tsk. But there's one thing I know of, NO CLASSES TOMORROW!

P.S. Oh iPod, when will you reach in to my hands!

xo,

-♥C.

untitled crashing method.

2008-09-09T05:45:00.000-07:00

I'm sooo exhausted right now. I couldn't even move my legs 360 degrees. I was the fielder/base three supporter during the drill where I crashed down, chasing after the ball. Much to everyone's surprise, I CAUGHT IT! Buahaha. Of course, I am PROUD of myself. Who wouldn't be?! I was taking a risk! So not easy. I was too focused to catch the ball that I forgot my balance. LOL.

I was running after the ball in this same manner. B L A M E T H E B A L L ! >.<

Then I fell almost like this.

*BAM!*.

Gasps here, gasps there. Much to my embarrassment, I tend not to get up from my place. People who were there locked their eyes on me. My teammates were so caring that they even went to check if I was okay. Yippee! No one from my crush list were there to watch me fall. I'm half-sad that [UGH! Dad came in to check on me. He wants me to study for my quiz like right now. Then I made an excuse that I was doing a research. HAHAHA. I didn't lie since I do have something to research on. =P] not one of them was able to see me catch the ball in a very dramatic way and be mesmerized. HAHAHAHA. A girl can dream, y'all!

"Now, that's a true player!"

Our professional trainer said that to the group, ALOUD! Wow. At last an achievement! Hep-hep-hooray!

When I came home, I found bruises on the upper part of my left thigh. It's painful up to now but I don't care. It's worth it. And my face is red like tomato. Everything hurts, actually. It's not that easy to be an athlete. I used to think of quitting but I realized that I love playing on the field. Cause it's F-U-N. And I just can't quit cause my teammates are very supportive.

My goal now is to... hit the ball if it's my turn to bat! I just couldn't get it right. Amf!

Argh! I still have to study for a long quiz tomorrow morning. Kill me. Please. JK!

Ciao.

P.S. Thanks to those who love my template. I got it from blogskins.com and edited it to stay unique among others who used the same template.

xo,

-♥C.

crazy now!

2008-09-08T08:44:00.000-07:00

Oh my gawd! I think I'll fail the recent TFN quiz. Though it was an announced quiz, it still WASN'T EASY! Helloooh?! Like, my brain can't store that much information [just about 5 theories] in just one night. ARGH! Anyway, I'll do better next time -which reminds me, I still have to study for my Gen. Psychology quiz on Wednesday [&& not today. LOL. Thank heavens, I didn't study]. Okay. You can kill me now. If only I'm as smart as Einstein then I wouldn't have to go to school to learn. :-P

Hmm...

It rained. Hard. And I'm not feeling well. We only had 2 classes: English && Chemistry. My Algebra teacher dismissed us early for an important reason: Sept. 8 is Mother Mary's Birthday.

I came in late for English today. I went to church to hear mass along with 2 of my friends in school. Good thing my teacher came in 20 minutes after we came in.

I hate BearShare! Pervs would nudge me. Geez, where are the good and cute guys nowadays?!

I miss Limewire. Too bad I can't use it for now because people say it's full of virus. :\

I'm sleepy. I think I have to go and rest. I still have to wake up at 5 am tomorrow for softball practice. Ugh! Jogging too. I have to be there earlier than the others so that I can jog early and finish early. Don't worry, I won't be jogging the whole time.

xo,

-♥C.

filler. boo!

2008-09-07T04:32:00.000-07:00

Dude! I thought of filling you in. That's how much I love you! LOL. Can't stay longer than 10 minutes, I guess. I still have to study for tomorrow's exams: General Psychology && TFN.

Btw, tonight, 09.07.08, Camp Rock will be showing on Disney Channel-Asia.
The Jonas Brothers are gonna be in it with Demi Lovato. I won't be watching it tonight though [I'll be studying, remember]. It's not gonna be a loss, since I've watched it twice before. Anyway, go watch! It's a really good movie. Take it from me. =]

Bye-bye. I hafta go.

xo,
-♥C.

journey of a first timer

2008-09-06T08:20:00.000-07:00

Hey! Oooh, post's so fresh! On the contrary, I am no way near fresh. [How 'eww' of me]. Whole day of practicing softball. Yep, we we're playing under the heat of the sun. Now, quoting my ever dearest and supportive friends, I'm as dark as their black shirts. :/ Ampf!

My morning was tiring and no fun at all. We had to jog around campus 3 times. I couldn't even complete one round without stopping/walking, how much more 3 rounds?! Imagine that! And to add more to my frustration, I had a hard time throwing the ball far enough to reach the catcher. Four of my team mates, including the captain ball, had to teach me how to throw it the right way. Not too high, nor too low. Just enough. Target the face, that's what they would always say to me. But no matter how many times they've taught me, Never did I learn until afternoon. It was just great! They said my performance improved. Well, at least my hardwork was fruitful. [Clap! Clap! ] Then, we had a friendly competition against an opposing unit [Engineering]. Losers, we are not! They were not that good enough to make me drop my jaw, though. Not saying that I'm better than them; just saying as no other than a keen observer. Though they won, I had fun. I even had to 'free walk', thanks to their pitcher. The ball hit me right at the left thigh.

Wish painfully granted, I
said.

It's better than swinging the bat and not hitting the ball, I guess.

First post served fresh!

xo,
-♥C.